Clarity

Walking from class today, I wondered why there was an ache in my calf muscles. Then I remembered how Monday I had walked all the way across campus in the freezing cold and humidity to my friend's dorm. It felt good at the time, now I'm feeling the consequences. It still feels good now, knowing I did that, the reason for my discomfort.

We had critique in class today, and I didn't have my children's book done. About half the class didn't have their stuff done, though, so I don't feel so bad. I have to get it done by Friday though.

And then there's photography. I still haven't shot anything for my final project, and I'm supposed to have two finished prints to show tomorrow. I have a feeling that's not going to happen. I've been having technical issues, though, with my model, and the concept, so I'll have to change it from what I originally planned.

And there's the fact that I'm so friggin' lazy. This really needs to stop. There's no reason for school to be going as badly as it has. My grades have definitely suffered from my constant complacency. I'm pulling it together though. Being honest with yourself is quite therapeutic.