+ listening to: "what if" by coldplay

Looking through alumni of my high school on the thefacebook.com I began to think back to the kind of people I went to high school with. A lot of people have joined fraternities and sororities (I try not to hold it against them).

Then my thoughts traveled to senior honors day. It was a program held near the end of the year in which scholarships were announced and awards were given out for the people with the highest averages in academic subjects and electives. There was one girl who received an award from her church. The presenter of the award told of what a nice and respectable young woman she was, and how honored she was of to be giving her the award?or something to that effect. The girl was overcome with emotion and teared up. I'm pretty sure she didn't know she was getting the award, so it made for a nice little moment.

The entire time, this is playing out, I'm thinking of what type of person she was in class. She was in my government and economics class, and we weren't friends, and I don't think we ever had an actual conversation. I do distinctly recall herbehaviorr in class. She wasn't disruptive or anything, but she did use pretty foul language quite often. I know for a fact that I almost definitely would not have remembered that about her had it not been for her getting the award for her commitment to her church.

Though I was 18 at the time (God, almost 5 years ago), I guess I was pretty naive. I knew that people acted differently with their peers than they did with their parents and other authority figures. That wasn't new to me. I was aware of the hypocrisy of it all, and was, and still am, turned off by it. I'll even admit that I don't act exactly the same around my parents as I do when they're not around. I just recall being so absolutely astounded that this girl was receiving an award, and she had the audacity to be touched by it, like she deserved it. I mean, sure, she probably was really devoted at church and was not a bad person. But that little incident in class just stuck out in my mind. If she was like that at school?so casually using very vulgar language?then how was she when she was elsewhere.

I'm not sure if I have a point, and I may come out sounding like a big hypocrite. I'm just expressing my feeling at that point in time. It was definitely a wake-up call to the ways of the world. I see it more today, and it still gets on my nerves. It's not the fact that the person is doing non-Christian things. It's the fact that they proclaim to be a Christian, but it only last for an hour a week. No, even that doesn't isn't it. It's the fact that they get praised for their few good efforts, when that's not really, truly, the type of person they are, "having some for of godly devotion but proving false to its power."